｡☆✼★━━━━━━━━━━━━★✼☆｡

hi, i’m clara hilda! i’m a 19 year old university student, studying german translation and interpretation. the german language has been my passion since i was fourteen. although most people find it weird (which i don’t get why), i think it’s a very poetic, extraordinary language.

i want to be a professional writer/poet. i’ve been writing stories and poems since my childhood. i feel a lot more comfortable expressing myself by writing than speaking. and i love putting my imaginary scenarios into words, i feel like i’m somehow making them real.

i have three rescue cats. Luna and Loki are almost one year old; Lucifer, my tiny baby, is 4 months old.

i also have two budgies, Lemon and Angel.

i love animals more than anything else, it’s one of my biggest dreams to build a great animal shelter one day and help as many stray animals as i can.

my main interests are literature, philosophy, history, myths/religions, languages and music.

i like video-picture editing, writing, reading and watching tv shows/movies. i’m trying to learn how to draw properly even though i suck at it. i especially like to make fan-arts and draw grunge style sketches.

✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼

i want to be a polyglot. so i’m currently learning portuguese, russian, japanese and spanish aside from german. and there are more than 10 languages waiting to be learned on my list. ツ

i play drums, i was in the school band for 4 years in the high school. i want to keep performing as a drummer, so i will soon start looking for a band i can join.

i love all kinds of crafts and craft supplies; especially stickers, bookmarks, washi tapes, vintage papers, journals and scrapbooks.

✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼

i have a sticker and a bookmark collection. the other things i collect are playing cards, coins, notebooks, funko-pops, harry potter, alan rickman and edgar allan poe related items.

i’ve always loved sending letters to people, and i’ve wanted to have a penpal for so long. i was extremely happy when i first found this website ツ

i want to join more swaps but most of them are regional so i have a hard time finding decent ones. therefore i’d love to participate in private swaps and be penpals. you can also always invite me to your swaps. feel free to text me if you’re looking for something like that too!

✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼　 ҉ 　✼

i’m usually not online here on swap-bot so it might take a while to see your messages. but you can send me a mail or a message on discord whenever you like.

mail address: baharkutuk022@gmail.com

discord code: clarak#9911

PS: my birth-name is bahar, though i go by clara hilda. so please call me by one or both of my preferred names.

DISCLAIMER: i don’t want to receive anything that is not cruelty-free. other than that, i'm open to everything.

i use swear words in my daily life so my letters might include some. if you find it disturbing, let me know beforehand.

︕ don't interact with me if you're homophobic, transphobic or racist.︕

i'm a huge harry potter fan! (proud slytherin here ツ) it's my favourite fictional universe. even though i love all the hp eras, the marauders era is my favorite.

my comfort characters in hp:

⍟ severus snape (best of all, can’t change my mind)

⍟ remus lupin

⍟ sirius black

⍟ minerva mcgonagall

⍟ weasley twins

⍟ narcissa malfoy

⍟ alastor moody

︕ i hate jk rowling.︕

► movies ◄

♡ pirates of the caribbean

♡ the green mile

♡ pride and prejudice

♡ cruella

♡ dark shadows

♡ les misérables

♡ ocean's 8

♡ edward scissorhands

♡ forrest gump

♡ the silence of the lambs

♡ v for vendetta

♡ alice in wonderland

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

i love all disney, marvel and tim burton movies. unfortunately i can't put them all here ☹

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

► animations: ◄

♡ avatar: the last air bender

♡ rick and morty

♡ bojack horseman

♡ how to train your dragon

♡ kung-fu panda

♡ up

♡ the lion king

♡ shrek

♡ ice age

► anime: ◄

♡ death note

♡ howl's moving castle

♡ spirited away

♡ the cat returns

♡ kiki's delivery service

♡ the secret world of arrietty

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

► tv shows: ◄

♡ bbc sherlock

♡ friends

♡ how i met your mother

♡ brooklyn nine nine

♡ lucifer

♡ the crown

♡ bbc dracula

⇨ dark academia

⇨ light academia

⇨ vintage/retro

⇨ cottagecore

⇨ chaotic academia

⇨ ethereal

⇨ goth

⇨ royalcore

⇨ art hoe

⇨ witchcore/wizardcore

⇨ grunge

⇨ cottagegore

⇨ medievalcore

⇨ plant mom

───── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─────

comfort people:

✦ alan rickman*

✦ helena bonham carter

✦ emma thompson

✦ gillian anderson

✦ johnny depp

✦ sarah paulson

✦ cate blanchett

✦ benedict cumberbatch

✦ helen mccrory

✦ tom hiddleston

✦ kate winslet

✦ juliet stevenson

*alan rickman is so special to me. i love him so much that i can't even explain. nothing makes me happier than he does, he is literally my favorite person.

───── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─────

comfort characters:

✦ sherlock holmes and john watson (from bbc sherlock)

✦ loki, dr. strange, tony stark

✦ chandler bing

✦ matthew cuthbert

✦ eric effiong

✦ joker (heath ledger version)

✦ gloria pritchett

✦ chidi anagonye

✦ many alan rickman characters

───── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─────

comfort ships:

✦ johnlock

✦ wolfstar

✦ moonprince (aka snupin)

✦ starprince (aka snegulus)

✦ platonic flowerprince (aka snily)

✦ lokius

♡ favorite alan rickman movies ♡

☀ closet land

☀ truly, madly, deeply

☀ sweeney todd

☀ sense and sensibility

☀ die hard

☀ robin hood: prince of thieves

☀ galaxy quest

☀ gambit

☀ something the lord made

☀ michael collins

☀ snow cake

☀ mesmer

☀ judas kiss